Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Right this very moment; I just don't know what the hell's happening. A guy friend just asked me a question about us ladies…
"Why are you girls always so busy? Is it so difficult to find some little time off for a guy?"
And with that said, I haven't got the chance to reply... he sent me a message...saying that he's crying over it. what the.. what THE. WHAT THE SHIT? HE'S CRYING?! FUCK! Oh maaaan... I swear I was feeling damn guilty and was seconds away from dialing his number…If not for my sister SNORING here, i would've called…
I never encountered a guy crying in all my life. Really… and what’s worse? Its because of me! Damn! I didn’t realize I was that influential? Surely not! I am a hell of a clueless person…but oh well can’t avoid the fact that it’s kinda my fault. But I really don’t know what the hell to say in situations like these…because I just suck at it.
Okay, Its just that sometimes you gotta have this unavoidable feeling that he's definitely talking about you, and then he’s just assuming that he's talking bout girls in general. Hey dude, that is just messed up, SERIOUSLY. Never, i repeat, NEVER, categorize me and other GIRLS similarly. Heck, we're all made differently! Well...just that the ones you've met are the same i guess…Well anyway, the point is, I just don’t get why you view me the same as them? It kinda hurts me a little, in case you didn’t notice…and the fact that what you told me is EXACTLY what I told you about the promise to meet you. When I PROMISE someone to meet them, I DO IT. Its not just a matter of words anymore, okay? Its not a lie, because my will to see that person whom I PROMISE to meet is so strong, I WILL DO IT. Don’t underestimate me like you did with your other ‘girlfriends’ its just…wrong! You have to understand that I’m busy with bitchy school, and what with my lazy assed attitude to pass up the effing assignments, you get the drift…well…I never abandon my friends, you know? People who abandon friends are just lower than dirt! And I am not like that. Well Im just glad that you poured out these feeling for me and I really appreciate it when you decide to tell it to me. It really feels that we are closer day by day, even if we’ve never met each other face to face for a whole 10 years. I swear, I will meet you, just wait for me…
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
As promised, here's the loooong entry ;D. I finally got the freedom i craved fooooor! O's are over, time to get my best clothes... and parade in town wif mah girls! =^-^=
Um lets see....my schedule's full packed with action noww. HAHAR! Lets list :P
17: Hari Raya Haji
18: Registration fr TP camp + perm hair + prom
19-20: TP camp
21: REST :DD
22-24: Red camp + BMB Grad night
25: Maybe gna go swimming =P
Aaaand. The rest of my hols are mostly spent out of home area...well, hey! im searching fr a job nw toos, bt the interview..was suuuuch a screwup @-@...dun blame me! it was the 1st time! and i had NOOO idea what to do. So i kept on smiling like a total idiot who doesnt knw anyyyything! -.-
Hmmm, im thinking of going to Sentosa to find a job (:
GAWD! And the past days have been crazy shit..SERIOUSLY. Im nt gna talk abt hw i crammed all my studies in 1-2 days, evry1 knws how it killed them. 1/2 of the art students almost died because of the overwhelming fatigue frm 3 days of staying up...especially my dear friend, Chung Yang. He deserves special mention here since he somehow managed his art in abt 2 days, which may kill me if i tried to do the same. Aniwae..heres an outline of what i did these past few days...
12: me and my gfs rushed down to Iluma right after our last paper and watched Social Network. It was COOL + NICE. Altho i didn't understand the computer genius talk but overall, i give it 5/5 stars! In the cinema itself, we heard santa clauses laughing hard. REALLY!
13: Me and my "sis" went for Uniqlo interview. Which i screwed up -.-. After tht...went down to Orchard and window shopped.
14: Went to Jurong Bird Park. RAINING. Well, it didnt ruin our day actually since we had free KFC and ben&jerry's ^-^. Met a funny guy forcing us to do a stupid survey, well, forced my frens to be exact. I pretended to be 15 haha. Walked around to look fr a decent prom dress. Trust me, our legs felt as if its chopped off and our shoulders were going to bleed frm the heavy backpacks -.-. Went to Jurong point to Vivo city to Chinatown to Clarke Quay to home. Just looking for 1 dress! Seriously, the theme shouldn't have been formal. Is it even a theme? UGH...Do you know its hard to find 1 friggin nice dress?!
15: Went to Tampines and window shopped AGAIN. We did find some nice dress tho, but it wasn't quite to our liking...In the end, we headed to the unexpected place to find dresses. We finally FINALLY got our dress. BUT we didn't buy it. YET.
16: Todaaaay! Went out with my mum and headed to the same place to buy my dress (: idk abt my gfs bt they shld have bought it alrdy..After tht, went to Compass P and shopped fr jewelleries with my sis! Im fairly happy now, since i got a nice necklace =DD
OHKAAAY. I have achieved something today! =} I renewed my dead blog + posted 1 long entry + changed my layout = a happy me! UWAAAH! Taylor Swift is comiiiing! AAAAH! I wna wna wna wna wna wna wna go to her concert!
"sis" here refers to murnira. I wonder why EVERYBODY thinks we're both sisters. A saleperson once mistook us as the same customer -.- we weren't even wearing the same type of clothes fr gdness sake!
dozing off at 10:49 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Believe it or not...
Its 2010 and im still posting smth in this blog. HAHA. Well, O's cmg blah blah. im studying hard here! and i caaaan't leave my dear computer alone! Its like calling me! DAMN! its satanic addiction i tell you! So! DO NOT! Be addicted for anything.
I'M MISSING OUT ON ARASHIIIIII!!!! Totally deprived of it! and i put all the blame on my prelims and o's. *sigh* I hope cutting down on these will REALLY PROVE THT ITS WORTH IT. I'll kill myself if it doesnt. SERIOUSLY.
Hmmm, i really, dont knw wht to say nw..only tht my life in secondary skul has been shortened wif evry second. Kinda sad, bt...thts life. You have to move on regardless, gd or bad times. Im gna miss my trumpet, MY SHINY SHINY XENO TRUMPET T-T
Mayb, will bann myself frm entering th virtual world after my prelims, and get ready for STUDY THRU HELL MODE. Its all fr th sake of O LEVE;S. after all this, IM GNA POST 1 LOOOOOOOOONG ENTRY! and maaaybe renew my blog. IT SOOO SHOUTING FOR RENOVATION.
dozing off at 8:30 AM
Friday, December 25, 2009
MERRI KURISMASU!!
Hai hai! This is my BEST BEST BEST christmas celeb i had evr been to. (even tho im nt celebratg ;))
Aniwaes..
SINGAPORE EXPO!
went dere & watched a fashion shw! Well, my cousin was in it, sooo, it HAD to be nice! It wasn't all THAT bad. The wedding gowns are all FAB-U-LOUS! SSUPERRRB BLING BLING! &&&! After tht! AFTER that! AFTER THAT!!!!!!!
HADY MIRZAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! WHAAAAHHHHH!!!!
okok..im nt really a big fan BUT HEY! SINGAPORE IDOL Y'KNOW! SOOO, screamed a bit! wheee~~ he sang ard 4 songs if im nt wrng? yeaaah, & he went off to his rehearsal ): EH he rushed to SING EXPO just to make his appearance OKAY! FOR US!! whaaaa!*clap clap* ^-^
hahaha! so here continues...
we sat at th same old chair for 6 solid hours! but shah ibrahim was dere to entertain us.. i tell you arh...he criticised this woman like no tml! idiot la he! and th auctioning of carpets was dead. But all the carpets were friggin beautiful. Not those average ones you see in geylang! Most were made frm Belgium and Turkey. OMG, AMIRA! STOPPIT WITH THIS INFO STUFF. &&& After that! AFTER that! AFTER THAT!!!!
TAUFIK BATISAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!
NEVER SEEN HIM LIVE IN MY WHOLE LIFE!! AND IN FRONT OF MY EYES! OUR FIRST EVER SINGAPORE IDOL! WHAAAAAAH! wheee~~ gomen ne, let me flail summore! OMG OMG OMG! TAUFIIIIK~~ HAHAHAHA!! he sang my most fav song frm him which was usah lepaskan.. NIIIICEEE!! *two thumbs up!* & few criticism frm shah, and TAUFIK was gooooone! T-T which ended the night of course lah duh!
&&& in between, gt this guy. DAMN FREAKKY. he kept staring at us like frm th moment we sat down. UNTIL TH END OF TH CONCERT. =.=" EH unless he's a guy frm some popular tv show i could stare at, BUT HE'S NOT! TOTALLY OPPOSITE..EW!
otanjoubi omedetou ne, AIBAAA!! he's 27! its mre like, happy belated b'day! =DD
dozing off at 7:38 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
LALALALA~
FIRST OF ALL STUFF BEFORE I FORGET ANYTHING...
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU RIIDA!! ^-^
ALL i can say is, DAMN, i love ur voice! AND! pls pls pls, come here!!! Ur crazy fans(me and tashryn mostly!) REALLY WNA AT LEAST SEE YOUR FACE LIVE!
On this day last yr, me and tashryn had some history. HAHA, u knw wht EXACTLY happened HMMMM? Recently we went to a concert and they were playing Arashi songs! Me &tashryn cnnt help it! We screamed out! And the recording i made cn only hear OUR voices! ehh, flailing wif her ahh, can make u jump and scream like you never did in ur life! It was fun ahh. Best night in my life i shld say!
OOO.. im left alone, sad ryte? ): tsk, UR FAULT OK, BITCH.
dozing off at 7:32 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
HELLO COMPUTER!HELLO HOLIDAY!
OH YEAAAAH! Bring on the midnight movies! IM READY! Exams. FINALLY OVER, well EOY at least. I still got my O's. And i still dunno th date of it. Fabulous. ANYWAY, its been ages since i updated! And i doubt anyone has ever came here to read this, dont think they even knew i had a blog. For all i care is im free of books, for once! I got 5 days off of cram school! enough for me to catch up on shopping! Well nt exactly a shop-a-holic but with frens, you would want the world!
ALRYTES, GET OVER THIS AND DONE WITH. HERE GOES:
My foster mother who had been taking care of me, nt to mention th pervertic and erotic stuff she damned me into. I'd been an angel and th person who tainted me with evil deeds was her, OBVSLY. Well, she's not all THAT disgusting, being a mother as she is, she did scold me..reaaally, it was my fault too and i could feel all th guilt of past memories rushing thru my corrupted mind now. However, when i think about it, those memories were th very ones that had kept me going. Im all independent (lets pretend she's dead =D ) and i had no one to seek advice from..(ha.ha. more like, entertainment?) I just want you to know, it was awkward, managing the family business passed down from generations to th next and how you trusted in me and my dear "SIBLINGS".(sorry, but im adopted, im not bloodlines with pigs). Nevertheless, th last word you mentioned was BELIEVE.(uhh, i think.) It was too early for you to go off! I was lost without your devil fork pointing th way out of problems. Then i realised all those horrible grudges i held against you when i was on the verge of being thrown out of heaven and being stripped off my title as angel, it was all nothing compared to th emptyness i felt. I know your not THAT proud of me and can't take your place as well as you do, but all i know...is that Im trying my very best to uphold th name, just like you do. LASTLY! Happey b'dae my dear foster mother! =DD
ehh, im glad u never did die! and OMG, this is soo MushiMushi can? U BETTER APPRECIATE THIS NADD. Well, i think u knw which most of them are true ryte? ha ha! well, have a heck of a b'dae!!
dozing off at 6:20 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Konnichiwaa minna saan~Haii, hvn been updating blog, i knw :( .. Been bz lately, bt, anyhooo, I PLAYED VOLLEYBALL :D haahaa! ehh i didn't realize it was sooo UBERR FUN whn im BALL-O-PHOBIA..greaaat achievement fr mee! My O lvl mly is getting closer T-T...
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